Some Songs that Get me Through the Hardest Times .

"Is there a book for every negtive feeling ? Or is what I'm feeling , the first dictionary to include every single negative feeling , real or make believe , ever made or thought ?"

Well . Here's one of the songs that get's me through it & helps me move on with life . (At the bottom there are links & shitt .)

Goodbye by Lyfe Jennings / Ahmir
Sometimes making up is easier than breaking up
We believe if we just fake it enough
We can trick our selves into believing that we're still in love
But in our hearts we know that it's inevitable
Though it's hard to let you go I know I must

Sometimes memories just ain't enough
Sometimes you out grow the ones you love
Sometimes it's none of the above
It's just the fact that people change , no one's to blame
There ain't nothing that stays the same
So we sit around and cry
Because neither one of us wants to be the first to say Goodbye

Sometimes giving second chances is easier than , dealing with the fact that
Once the trust is gone you could never get it back
But your holding on because your afraid of being alone
So here you are holding on to something thats already gone
And don't act like it's the first time you've heard it in this song

Cause your heart done told you all along
If your momma done showed you right from wrong
Nothing should hold you down this long
There's no one to blame nothing stays the same
So we sit around and cry
Because neither one of us wants to be the first to say goodbye
So let me be the first to say
Goodbye ...



Other Songs That Keep me Alive (growing list):

• Better In Time by Leona Lewis
• Yesterday by Leona Lewis
• Each Day Gets Better by John Legend
• The Prayer by Kid Cudi
• Ordinary People by John Legend
• The Prayer by Andrea Bocelli
• Listen by Beyonce

Teacher's on Strike ?!

WTF ! Ugh . To be honest , I want school to come on August 31st . It means we get to get out of school earlier next year . The teacher's going on strike , is very controversial to alot of people . Some people think , that its unnecessary , some people think its a necessity . To be honest , yes teachers do need smaller class sizes . But be paid more ? They were already offered a 3% raise . And honestly , even my mom said so , she was really p/o-ed . Most teachers are getting paid more than her , and well , she's a med tech . They should get paid pretty good yaknow ? While she's one of the people that help save lives & find cures & diseases , teachers are teaching kids , sure it really is a full time job . But to be quite honest , we don't need school or teachers , we could all be home schooled yaknow ? But besides that , the point is , yes teachers should be paid , but at the same time , school should be like a not for profit . Teachers should teach for the children . Not just for money . But for the children . This whole big issue is going to keep the 27,000 students hoping for school on the 31st , from getting on with their education . This whole strike is most likely going to delay school . And you know how we're going to make up for those school days ? They're going to cut it out of OUR vacation . They're gunna cut our 2 weeks of winter vacation to 1 week , they're going to cut our spring break to 2 days . To be honest , I'd rather have them cut summer vacation . Those other vacations are actually more needed . But anyway , besides that . This whole strike in the end , might benefit teachers but only by a little bit , and leave us w/o no benefits . What is the world coming to ? Has the recession brought us to steep low to go on strike for a little more money to survive ? And besides that , besides the Kent School District teachers going on strike , I saw on the news yesterday , other Washington School Districts are having strikes of their own . In conclusion to my rant , I end with this expression: AYNAKO !

A Feud more extreme than The Capulets & Montague's has finally been put to rest .

Well . Today was the Orientation for Techies: Tech Camp . It's like a little taste of what's to come off the new year . You get to see a little sneak peak before the real deal comes , of people & how much they changed & who'll accompany you on the new year . Ofcourse there were the kiddys you've just spent the last year with their , No one's changed , drastically since the last day of school besides probably Me , and Abby , and Taylor . Everyone still looked the same . A few people got piercings (Me :D) Ohh & Taylor . SO Much people got haircuts . Some people's hair grew . It was okay . I went to go cut Jonathans hair , meet up with nikole , we helluh skipped like helluh times . There were a couple people I was trying to avoid , but at the same time , be nice to . I passed my Driver's License . The New Tech Rules are GAY ! YadahYadah: tear , cry me a river . The food at the potluck came , it sucked , I wanted real food . The whole thing was plain out boring . Then Got in a huge fight with the MotherDre . Then went home , picked up Karl , played some Naruto (x & Sims 2 Castaway & Some Brawl & Medal of Honor & Quantum Solace , etc . Then Got a text message from a certain someone , a someone that I was trying to avoid & be nice to . Here comes the seriousness Then got a call , and both did some catching up , then it came to a point where we were talking about earlier & then things kind of went out of hand . I stayed composed , and straightened out the situation , and we were fine . For the first time , in like what: almost 3 years of roller coaster feelings , Hidden ambitions , meaningless words , Unneeded arguments & Unacceptable attitude , for the first time , we were cool . We were friends , He told me , that , his total perspective , about me , has changed right then and there , and that he wished he knew the real me earlier . We sorted out past problems that we never got the chance to . We finally talked like how we were supposed to , I finally helped him figure out what to do with his life . Although he isn't really truly over me , & he still has to find a way to do that , at least his mind is set on that , instead of it being set on me . Finally the feud is settled , the war has come to a peace treaty , the battlefield is cleared , and all is sane in the minds of the almost lovers . Funny thing , no one will ever know how much of an impact this is . It is all up to the ones who behold the truth . So I leave , you with this song , You know who you are . Though you will never really read this , here is a song that will explain everything for EVERYONE . Enjoy .

Me You Never Knew - Ray Rush

WOWEEEEE !

Westport , was AMAZING . Well not only Westport , the Indian reservation "La Push Beach" The ocean , Fishing , this weekend ! WOW ! I loved it so much . Like forreal . Fishing was awesome , I sucked at fishing with the net , so I rolled up my favorite pair of jeans , kiccked of my tinelas , went straight in the water , & caught 12 fish with my hands ! Yes , and then a bee came and scared me & I fell in the water -___- , I didn't even have extra clothes , but it was okay . Then came the trip to the West Coast , We picked up my cousin Jon & were OFF ! it was so fun , we went to the docks down in Westport , alot of cool stuff there , then we went to the beach , and stripped & took on the waves , it was amazing , but then we had to like walk all the way back to the showers -___- but the showers were ghetto so we went & used the sink (x Then we went off down to Tahola , A beautiful Indian Reserve , on the coast , and sat & talked & relaxed & fished & thought . That day was probably one of the best out of my summer , besides the fact that I had no reception whatsoever . Sitting on the sand letting the waves crash on you , or just sitting on a rock on the edge of a cliff , or sitting on an abstract piece of drift wood hanging over the ocean , it just allows you to think about things , and relax and allows you to let go of your troubles and let the waves wash them away into the seemingly endless ocean . Still none of that can ever compare to Guam . But it makes you think alot about things , that day was like the first time me & Jon Were ever EVER quiet around each other for more than a minute . I would give alot to live on that reserve . It's just Plain out magical . We took helluh pictures Here's a little taste of Pacific Pride Enjoy (:

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Amazing Youtube .

Not really . Hahah , Just made a new YouTube account , this time I'm not deleting it . Every single time I make an account I always delete it the first week its up . But not this time . Well , there's like 2 new accounts , One is for me & Jon to Vlog (WhatEverWhatsItDoos) and the second one is for my personal uses (FCamilleEntt). Here's a little taste of what is to come . (This is temporary btw .)

Click Here To Watch It !