What is up with People these days ?

Honestly , I hate relationships . Like I don't even know why I get myself in one , I just can't help it . Yaknow ? Its good while it lasts , but then when both people get lazy & stop committing , and the flame starts dimming , it turns into a huge pile of shitt . Problems erupt , there's so much arguments , no trust , it's fcckn awkward , & when you say I love you , its just words , and there's no meaning behind those words . And you guys just decide to stay in the relationship , because it's like I always used to say to those couples that actually do work out , "Why let go ? If you've been holding on for so long ?" Its stupid . But it works for those couples that are "meant to be" ehh . Honestly I don't think I will find someone like that . Just because the guys that I seem to attract use me as a booty call . You know .. I hate how , so many guys think that they can recycle girls . Girls aren't plastic that you can just throw away when they're all used up or broken and bent , and then you can't just expect to get a new one once you've thrown them away , they're not like little animals that you can lure with just a little sweet talk . Some are like that . But it's mostly the girls that are CLUELESS . Or just , think that they'll marry you the next day . Yeahh . I admit I was at that stage once , like when I was in 5th grade ? But everything's different now , it's high school . We should be over the whole ,"Ohh she's hellluh bawmmm , Imma get on !" Helllno . We should all be after:"WOW , she makes me want to be a better person , she's so down to earth , patient , understanding , caring and beautiful ." I mean sure , being called bawm , and hott , are flattering , but if you're looking for something serious , you want to look for that one person , that could be your best friend , your guardian angel , and your lover . I've been hearing so much about how people think that they can't find love at this age , like it's not possible . Well hunnny , I've been there . And up till now , I haven't stopped loving . I think one of the big things that world is blind about , is Love & Relationships . And I think that the world really needs to think hard about that subject . Cause honestly , everything's going down hill for us , we are headed straight for hell .