Thanks Giving .

Thanks Giving was a couple days ago , every year that I have celebrated Thanks giving, it’s always been a happy ordeal. But I don’t know about this year. Lets start from the beginning , when I woke up right away my dad told me to clean , and we weren’t even having anyone over , we were going to some rich mansion in Tacoma for thanksgiving instead of Christmas because we always go to that house in Christmas . So yes, I went downstairs ate pie, was happy, and then, yadahyadah. Then my boyfriend called, & his family invited me to go with them for thanks giving. I was like so excited. I was really ready to go. And my mom was all, go ahead ! She wanted me to be happy . But then my dad was all , no. even if it was the whole family and we had no where else to go he wouldn’t let me . Just because, he was all,” NO. You’re going to OUR party.” It made me super mad. I wanted to kick him. It’s not even our party, and my mom got mad at him too. After a while he came back and he was all,” If you’re gunna go to that party, then don’t come back here.” After that , when he left to go somewhere , my mom broke down and she started confessing to me . She said that if that was to happen that I can’t come back home , how she might just have to leave my dad , they might have to separate . And I thought she was over reacting , until she told me all these other things . How they’re just constantly fighting , and how he’s always yelling . And so many things , I was just so worried about her . I tried to have like a mother daughter time with her , make her feel better . Then my dad came home & we had to act normal . Then about an hour later , we drove to Tacoma , and like the house was like in some rich part of Tacoma in this gated community with other big houses , the house had like a fountain in the middle of its driveway . And like 2 front doors. And like 5 Chandeliers I got lost in their freaking bathroom. Any who , my dad was annoying me to death I swear, I felt like I was gunna punch his face . He was all talking about my boyfriend too , he was all ,” Ohh I remember who Chris is now .That boy in 7th grade , he was that guy that you & Krista kept hugging .” and first of all , I really dislike my cousin Krista at the moment . But , first things first , I never hugged Chris 7th grade , & neither did Krista , that was Nick Versola , what ever , & I didn’t even hug him . So what the hell. And he’s just trying to find ways to hate Chris just because he called my house once at 2 in the morning. That’s really stupid. And then when we got there , this girl that’s like way younger than me , probably a 7th grader , I don’t know kept giving me this dirty look , and she was pretty too which made me envy her & hate her . And then this guy that was there like last year who was really cool with me , didn’t recognize me , And my mom had to embarrass me by saying,” Ohh you got his name right “, like right in front of him . And then after a while after we ate. I was just sitting there and I put my head down. And I started thinking about my mother , and about our conversation earlier , and also , how I should be with Chris , and how my dad doesn’t care . He’s all ordering me around like a slave. And I'm not enjoying anything , my brothers having the time of his life , and my dad can see I’m not enjoying anything . So I was all crying. My mom got really worried about me, and she knows why, so I asked if I could just go to the car & sleep. so my mom let me but I couldn’t so I just waited in the car staring at the fountain , then I had to go pee . & I just tolled my mom everything and she gave me something to do. She gave me this Pamela & made me open it . It looked like cotton candy on the inside and then I threw the parts I took off at my dad because he was drunk . And he was annoying me , and then my mom started throwing the shreds at my dad too . And then my uncle tried to make me feel better by talking about him feeding his dog something sour , and how his dog ran outside and started rubbing its face in the grass and its eyes kept blinking hard. Hahah. But yeah I hope next year its better …